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Ms. jones taught me english, but I think I just shot her
son
Cause he owed me money, with a bullet in the chest you cannot run
Now
hes bleeding in a vacant lot
The one in the summer where we used to smoke
pot
I guess I didnt mean it
But man you shoulda seen it
His flesh
explode
Slow motion
See me let go
We tend to die young
Slow
motion
See me let go
What a brother knows
Slow motion
See me let
go
Now the cops will get me
But girl, if you would let me
Ill take
your pants off
I gotta a little bit of blow
We could both get off
Later
bathing in the afterglow
Two lines of coke Id cut with draino
And her nose
starts to bleed
A most beautiful ruby red
Slow motion
See me let
go
Well remember these days
Slow motion
See me let go
Urban life
decays
Slow motion
See me let go
And at home
My sisters eating
paint chips again
Maybe thats why shes insane
I shut the door to her
moaning
And I shoot smack in my vains
And wouldnt you
See my neighbors
beating his wife
Because he hates his life
Theres an arc to his fist as he
swings
Oh man, what a beautiful thing
And death slides close to
me
Wont grow old to be
A junkie whine-o creep
Hollywood glamourized
my wrath
Im the young urban psyco path
I encite murder for your
entertainment
Cause I needed the money
Whats your excuse?
The jokes on
you
Slow motion
See me let go (aaahh)
Oh yeah
Slow motion
See
me let go (aaahh)
Ahhhh
Slow motion
See me let go (aaahh)
Oooh
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[16 Jan 2006|03:13am] |
yesterday i rode twister on a trail ride and he was terrible, running like crazy, bucking and everything, then i let him calm down a bit and got back on with a halter and lead and bareback(he rides better this way for some reason) everything was perfect, we trotted along and everything was fine, then all of a sudden he started bucking and he bucked 6 times and i stayed on then my back gave out so i jumped off. my back now is extremely damaged and i can barely walk and my legs are numb, im really freaked out and im going to the Doctor first thing tomorrow.
also i did ride shaker(shaker's black thunder), this tennessee walking horse stud i was thinking about buying, and he hasnt been ridden in 2 years and im the first person to ever ride him and not get bucked off. made me feel good, but i decided he wasnt what im looking for and have decided to keep looking for a better TWH, one less crazy(he seriously is, but if you lived in a roundpen your whole life, you probably would be too) but anyways.
im really scared that i'll be unable to ride anytime soon, if ever. ill update again once i get information on my back. anyone have any imput or anything?
also, im absolutely terrified of twister now, i know that everyones going to say im stupid for getting on him bareback, but any other day when he was having a problem id get on him bareback and he would calm down and give me the best ride, i just dont know anymore. im so scared of him and i dont know what to do. my mom and my fiance want me to sell him because hes dangerous. i just love him so much and i cant get rid of him, it'd be like getting rid of a part of me. i just dont know what to do.
well, time for some pics i guess (x-posted to my personal journal)
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[04 Oct 2005|10:08am] |
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